which then turned into yet another breakdown. Tears kept rolling down my face. I thought I couldn't take it anymore. But wait. Life isn't just like that. I've got to enjoy my life, enjoy the presence of myself, enjoy the presence of everyone around me, enjoy every manifestation of life, and be grateful for the air by enjoying every breath.

I guess music is the best solution to stopping the horrific thoughts in my head. Replace the thoughts with music, because we can't explain music. Listening to some bossa nova really worked for me because they're harmonious and charming? Bossa nova songs frequently have no more than two lyrical verses, and many lack a bridge, which I find them quite interesting.

Ah, perhaps Olivia Ong is going to sing me to sleep tonight.

Hard is good, but not for life.